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great chance to not go on with my sins, to have my heart clean,
to gain and get new feelings, to be more friendly without being
envious or worrying too much.
And
in the past few months He gave me and my family an absolutely
new beginning. My husband is a pastor and the Lord sent us to
serve in a new mission field, in a new congregation. We felt
secure in our former church, our children loved to live there,
so it was not easy for us to obey and leave the warm, good nest
and move to a much rougher district of the city and look at
this opportunity as something new, with challenges for us. New
schools, new friends, new people, new area, new customs and
- I know - you can imagine what else is new for us.
And
I began to think about the meaning of the word "new".
Is this really the one what I wanted when I talked about the
new challenges? One morning I looked at the mirror with these
doubts. Someone looked back on me. The face of a woman from
the Bible whom we don't like to talk about, except as a bad
example: she was the wife of Lot. Do you remember her? What
was her sin? Looking back...
Oh,
no! Forgive me Lord! You are right. I am eager to get something
new, when it makes my life easier, exciting or makes me richer.
But what happens when I have to give up my convenience for you
and I have to face the "new" in difficulties. Oh,
Lord, I do not want to lose everything because of looking back,
I don't want to become a pillar of salt. Forgive me, please!
I
am very thankful because He lifted my grit up on that morning,
and now I can see our new place with new eyes.
I wish you my dear Sisters, see your lives with new eyes, through
the Father's love. Take courage to step forward New Year!
Aniko
Ujvari
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