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This
evening when I went to sleep I discovered something unusual in my
breast. Some days later arriving home I visited the doctor and she told
me it is a tumour and it seems malignant. No time to waste. One week
later I went through the surgery. Many, many sisters, even brothers,
prayed with us in these days. I got peace in my heart. I am in the hand
of the Lord, what shall I fear. After two weeks the exact result came,
I need no more treatment, everything is okay with me. My tears began to
come out. How can I get so much grace! My Lord loves me so much, He
prolonged my life?
Now
I know, I have to attend to Him even better. Going through this path I
learned to value his mercy, his goodness toward the people. And I
learned something very special. The question "why" isn't correct toward
Him. He is the Father, he knows his plan, I am his child, I have to
believe in his goodness. In case of difficulties I have to listen him,
to keep silence and watch his acts. I may not be noisy and full with my
own wishes, needs. I have to calm down my spirit and just be in His
presence. As Mary did. This is why Jesus told her, she chose what is
better.
What
do you think my dear sisters? Aren't we sometimes the same as Martha
was? Isn't it wonderful as Jesus told her:
"you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is
needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not taken away from
her" (Luk 10,41–42.)
I
wish you God's wisdom to know what is the right thing to do in the
right moment! And do that in the presence of our Lord, Jesus Christ.
Peace be with you! We can keep the silence sometimes, just being in His
presence!
With love,
Aniko Ujvari
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