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Hannah’s
family and social situation was a stable one. Her husband, Elkanah
honoured the Lord of hosts. They went to Siloah every year to pray and
bring sacrifice to the Lord. When he brought offerings, Elkanah always
gave gifts to his wives, Hannah and Penninah, and Penninah’s
children. He gave Hannah a double portion, because he loved her very
much. Yet she had a deep sorrow, because she did not have children, for
God closed her womb. Her rival always angered her to drive her mad.
That was repeated every year, whenever they went to the temple, she
always cried and did not eat anything. The comforting words of her
husband were not worth much to her.
There
might be women even today who in spite of their good social material,
or even familiar situation have a burden in their hearts. They might
not be able to share it even with their best friends. What can we do?
What did Hannah do? She did not speak back to Penninah. She did not
even curse her husband.
Once,
after they ate and drank, Hannah got up, disappeared silently from the
family members, and went to speak with the One who knows all the
situations, who is the only One who can really
help.
She prayed to the Lord being deeply sad to the bottom of her heart, and
wept. It was not unimportant for her whether she would have children.
Then she vowed something.
I can only pray for someone if his situation is important for me. We
can only intercede for the lost ones, if their destiny is painful for
us, just as her childlessness was for Hannah. I know an elderly
believing lady, who prayed for more than 20 years for her grandchild.
Day by day she prayed for his repentance and salvation, mostly crying.
The grandchild attended church but did not take God’s word
seriously, he lived a double life in the church and in the world being
unhappy. Once I heard this lady praying crying: Lord if I died and did
not see Thomas repent, please help him repent at least at my coffin, to
accept you and not perish. After a few months this young man repented
confessed his sins and was born again. After being counselled by the
pastor and repenting he first went to his grandparents to tell them
what happened. His grandmother embraced him and shouted out joyfully.
Blessed be the Lord! For her grandson was born again. I don’t
know what problems you have.
Are
all your relatives saved? We can learn from Hannah who poured out her
heart before the Lord. Hannah prayed long. You need time for
prayer, cannot just send a short message to God. Someone said at a
women conference: I do not have time for silent time, but I am always
praying. You cannot pray unceasingly without having a silent time, the
answer came. Hannah was praying silently before the Lord, only her
mouth was moving, but her heart was involved much also. God’s
heart moved as well Hannah gave birth to a boy.
The
High priest thought she was drunk. That is why he spoke to her. How
long are you going to be drunken? This kind of attitude must have been
hurting, yet she answered gently. True praying people are nowadays also
judged sometimes like that, even by religious people, yet they stay
silent because they know who they are praying to: The Lord of Hosts.
Afterwards Hannah wanted to eat, and was not sad any more. Because she
put her burden down to the feet of the Lord, and entrusted her problem
to Him. Praying women might carry their burdens with optimism, because
they know who they believe in, who they pray to.
God
always answers prayers. The mother did not forget her vow. She
fulfilled her promise, and we can read her beautiful thanksgiving song
in chapter 2 verse 10. Praying women fulfil their promises to the Lord,
and do not forget to give thanks.
I
do not know for how long some of us have to go to the temple to pray
for our sons, daughters or husbands, yet Hannah’s God still lives
today, and is the same yesterday today and forever. Let us learn,
practice it, and be thankful women as a consequence of whose prayers,
Samuels, prophetical children are born to the joy of Hannah, to the
glory of God and the benefit of our fellow-people.
Erzsebet Vekas, Romania
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